Monday, October 9, 2017

September 5, 2017                       I Am, Who I Am

       Once upon a time there was a young woman who went to see a woman friend play soccer in a big tournament being held at her university. When the game was over, as she waited for her friend to get dressed, so they could go out for dinner with some friends, she noticed something beside a trash can at the refreshment stand. She bent down to look and there was a wallet. When she opened the wallet, she found that there were hundreds of dollars in it. Without thinking, she took the wallet to the soccer field office and turned it in.
       Afterwards, at a restaurant, she told her friend and the rest of the group about finding the wallet and turning it in. To her great surprise, they all told her she should have taken the money, and left the wallet behind. “No one would know” they said, and then she would have all that money. But all the young woman could say to them, was that she would know, and that to do something like that is not who I am. Well as you might imagine, they all gave her a rough time about that, and by the end of the night, she seriously questioned her choice in friends.
       As you know, most places that receive money in lost an found wait a week before giving the money to a person who turned it in. About 2 days before the week was up, the young woman received a phone call from the field office, telling her that someone had claimed the wallet, but would like to meet the person who had turned it in. It seemed that the couple who lost the wallet had come down for the weekend to see their child play in the tournament. They had not been able to come to any of their daughter’s games, and this was the only time in four years that they had enough money to come and see her. The couple was so grateful that the money had been returned, that they left $100 for the young woman. Just because of who she was, and she felt good about that.  

       I know that was a very simple story. But for many people, who we are is very important to us. It’s important that we are good mothers, fathers, partners, parents, friends, and citizens. It is important that we are honest, just, faithful, forgiving, loving, understanding, and compassionate. Who we are is the foundation of our sense of self, and who we are informs the ways in which we act and live our lives.

       The reason I bring this up this morning is because of our reading of the Old testament lesson this morning. There on the mountain Moses stands before the bush and asks God’ name. God’s answer is that is name is  “I am who I am”  in short, the Israelites used the letters from this statement to name God Yahweh. With this statement God tells Moses that God is not bound by the human ideas that result in idol worship. God is God’s own self, and is free from human interpretations.
       Yet at the same time, through the history of Israel, we are given a very good outline of who God is. God is faithful to those who believe in God. God is a blessing to the lives who trust in God. God cares about the weak and powerless. God brings down the greedy and the unjust. God shows mercy and forgiveness to those who are repentant. God is concerned with his chosen people, but is always ready to reach out to others and invite them into the fold. God does not operate through the force of arms, but by the power of the spirit. God is ready to bring back sinners, and nothing can separate us from God’s love.
        And the same is true for those who believe in God. Both Abraham and Jesus us I am statements. Whatever happened around them, whatever hardships or cruelty they faced, these events did not force them to be someone or something different than who they were. The image of faithfulness, love, light and life, that was the image of God shining in them. Even when Peter, tried to make Jesus afraid to go to Jerusalem, to face the cross, and to do God’s will. Jesus stopped him – get behind me satan. Jesus would not allow fear, or anything else to keep him from who he was, and from doing the will of the Great I Am.

       Which brings me to my final thought. We live in a world swirling with fear, confusion, anger, temptations, and trials. Some people give in to these spirits in their lives, and then often blame others for having made them do whatever it is they have done wrong. But as Christians, followers of the God Yahweh – I am who I am. We do not have the luxury of blaming others, we are who we are, it’s up to each of us. But the Good news is, that when we are who we are, and who we are is the God revealed to us in Jesus Christ, then the spirits of this world will no longer control us, and we will have the peace of life in God’s presence forever. In this life, and in the next. And that’s the good news of Jesus Christ. 

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